If you're with me, we can make tomorrow beautiful ♥

Have been feeling moody since last week. This week is even worse. Ended friendship with my best sister yesterday. In fact, in another 2 more days which is 14 May 2011 is our 1st year friendship anniversary. Alot of things have been happening to the both of us before we ended our friendship. Quarrels every now and then over trival matters.

We've come to a point where everything can't be turned back just like "time" Once you lose it, you'll never gonna have the chance again. We've both accepted the fact that we can no longer be as close as real-blood sisters yesterday and decided to put a fullstop to everything. Ever since Monday, everything has changed. I'm sick and tired of all the quarrels we go through. She had officially decided to delete me away from her life. So, I'm respecting her decision. I'll be the good person for this once. I'm not gonna cling on to this "Sistership"

Those who knows me well should know that I'm very close to her. I pamper and dote on her like my younger sister. I can share everything with her. When she's feeling low, I'm the first one she turn to and vice-versa. But just because of one sentence, I sentenced the both of our "Sistership" to death. Only some knows about what happened between the both of us. I don't wish to go around explaning to every single one about what has happened. I'm tired. Tired of everything in life. I'm already suffocating. I need a breather.

I was the one who smashed all the dreams and hopes that both of us shared in the past. Those promises and pacts that we've made together went down the drain too. No one can ever understand this feeling. I want to go somewhere faraway from this place. This place has given me too much of pain and misery. I really need to leave. Otherwise, I'll really go insane of this life that I'm living. I did not ask for all these. I don't blame anyone else but myself. For being too naive.